Yaar, mere paas words nahi hain. Sach mein. Bahut koshish ki — lekin jo dil mein hai woh kisi bhi sentence mein fit nahi hota.

Mujhe pata hai maine tumhe hurt kiya. Baar baar. Aur ab sorry bolna bhi hollow lagta hoga tumhe — kyunki kitni baar suna hai na yeh word mujhse. Main jaanta hoon.

Par yaar, tumhe khoone ka jo darr hai mujhe — woh itna gehra hai ki main samjha nahi sakta. Jab tum gussa hoti ho, jab tum door hoti ho — uss waqt lagta hai jaise saans lena bhi mushkil ho gaya ho. Itna depend karta hoon main tumpe. Itna.

Main badlunga — aaj se, abhi se. Mature banunga. Samjhunga pehle, react baad mein karunga. Tumhari feelings ko seriously lunga. Yeh promise nahi, yeh commitment hai — apne aap se bhi, tumse bhi.

Tum meri duniya ho. Aur main ek better insaan banna chahta hoon — tumhare liye nahi, balki isliye ki tum jo deserve karti ho woh main de sakoon.

Maaf kar do. Please. Last baar. 🙏❤️